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Live with me sister dearMy dear sister.
Listen as the trees whisper.
Feel the sun warm your skin.
Let it fill your empty soul.
Bring up a smile for me.
Whipe away those tears and be happy.
Be glad for what the life has to offer.
Float in the azur blue skies as the fluffy white clouds bear.
We shall rest in peace on endless fields.
Rolling and laughing in the soft grass.
Try out all the different apples.
Watch the time pass.
Set free your angst and your worries.
Let me place flowers in your hair.
We shall live for the feast tonight.
If it so will be our last.
Let us dance among the colourful leafes of autumn.
Spin is the crisp swirls of the soft wind.
Follow my lead.
Let us climb high in the trees and sway like them in the breeze.
Sit down around the fire.
Feel the ease let your troubles fall off.
Tonight is our night as we gaze upon the stars.
Those we think are so small when we really are.
Feel the night slowly embrace you.
How it takes you into her safe arms.
Sleep my sister, gain some strength.
None of her concernThe perfect human is...
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I was born this way.
Don't take my pride away.
Put it down bitch.
I'm not crawling in the ditch.
This is the way I live.
Yes, of course I'm living I'm freaking alive!
What I do is none of your concern.
Just hold it back don't be so stern.
About what you think why would I care?
Insult me, well my friends won't make you dare!
I've got support what do you got?
Are you getting a little angry, your face growing hot?
When it comes to the point who do you think they choose?
I think I'll win and you're going to loose.
'Cause in the end my bad friend.
Can you take a guess?
Kindness ALWAYS success!
That soundWalls are gray and cold like stone.
The air is thick and hard to breath.
Your heart beats turn rapid.
Gleaming in the weak light of luminous lamps.
They look so mean and real.
Metallic surface of the tables.
The floor is solid but slippery.
You have to wear shoes.
To many bad memories.
Frightening flashes before your eyes.
Blade, cut, blood.
Silent pain as your arms slices up.
Liquid red against shiny contrast.
Spoiled tears spilling heavily.
Feeling like your head should explode.
Legs and arms coloured nauseous green.
Look in the mirror and confess your sin!
Filthy wounds get covered up and forgotten.
Goes the voices in your head.
When you're tormented by your regrets.
When your mind curses yourself.
When there are only scars left.
But the darkness will stay.
In your nightmares you will revive your shame.
As the time goes on you're getting more hurt.
Your condition s
The waiting gameWaking up in the same old bed.
Getting ready for school like I've always did.
Breakfast tastes nothing anymore.
Weather's cold and gray.
No different in my cloth style.
Everything's the same-
Take of to school.
Biking, the same way I always do.
The same building.
The same jerks.
The same shit.
Getting home again is just a part of the progress.
What I've been taught it's suppose to be like.
Pack up my stuff.
Do my homework if any.
Make sure to do the exercise today too.
Nothing on my body seems to change either.
Make it through the dinner.
Mom's probably angry as usual.
She is mostly at her Mondays.
Brush my teeth.
Draw a little maybe.
Lend her computer for a while.
It always goes like that.
Before I go to bed I got to exercise again.
Still no change.
Slumps into bed.
My room in usually too warm.
Can't sleep on a while.
Wake up next moring.
Everything is still the same.
I still got the same crap to deal with.
I still got the fuck with myself.
I'm still wondering how long I c
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